Spring is a great time for strolling around markets, car boot sales
and junk shops. With the warmer weather the need for a quick dash to the local
hostelry for a winter warmer is less urgent so last weekend I found myself
drifting around the massive car boot sale in Ascot, filled with hope and
sunshine.
I came upon a really scrappy old folio with torn and worn corners on
its cardboard cover; it was filled with many pages of sheet music which was in
itself unremarkable, but hidden amongst all the dross was a page of poetry from
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. I was ecstatic because it would have been written about 150
years ago and describes many of the moments which I tried to capture in my book
Catacombs of the Damned. This is it:
Haunted Houses.Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
All houses wherein men have lived and diedAre haunted houses. Through the open doorsThe harmless phantoms on their errands glide,With feet that make no sound upon the floors.We meet them at the doorway, on the stair,Along the passages they come and go,Impalpable impressions on the air,A sense of something moving to and fro.There are more guests at table than the hostsInvited; the illuminated hallIs thronged with quiet, inoffensive ghosts,As silent as the pictures on the wall.The stranger at my fireside cannot seeThe forms I see, not hear the sounds I hear;He but perceives what is; while unto meAll that has been is visible and clear.We have no title-deeds to house or lands;Owners and occupants of earlier datesFrom graves forgotten stretch their dusty hands,And hold in mortmain still their old estates.The spirit-world around this world of senseFloats like an atmosphere, and everywhereWafts through these earthly mists and vapours denseA vital breath of more ethereal air.Our little lives are kept in equipoiseBy opposite attractions and desires;The struggle of the instinct that enjoys,And the more noble instinct that aspires.These perturbations, this perpetual jarOf earthly wants and aspirations high,Come from the influence of an unseen starAn undiscovered planet in our sky.And as the moon from some dark gate of cloudThrows o’er the sea a floating bridge of light,Across whose trembling planks our fancies crowdInto the realm of mystery and night,....So from the world of spirits there descendsA bridge of light, connecting it with this,O’er whose unsteady floor, that sways and bends,Wonder our thoughts above the dark abyss.
When discovering something like
this, I can never decide whether it is an inspiration for me to write better,
or whether it simply tells me the targets are so high as to be unattainable.
“From graves forgotten stretch their dusty hands and hold in mortmain still
their old estates”- just brilliant.
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